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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|06:31 pm] |
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Hey ya'll
I've been really busy the past few week to write so here I go.
A weekend ago I went to up to Sebring for the second time with James, Charity, and Kevin. We had fun while we were up there. Most of the time we were either fishing or sleeping. Lol Both Charity and I outfished out boyfriend's, which was awesome. Kevin got me my own reel and rod which was nice. I love it!
Came back and had a few more days with everyone before I leave for Michigan.
When Kevin came to pick me up from Charity and James' house he had something for me. We were outside and he was rubbing my hands and I felt somehting on his finger. It didn't register ast first but then he held up his hand and said here. He had a PROMISE RING FOR ME!!!!! He's the best ever!!!!
Wendesday I came to Michigan at like the butt crack of dawn. I was at Kevin's and he woke me up at like 3:00 a.m. to head to the aitport. It sucked on the way there because I knew I was going to be away from Kevin for a week and a half and bleh. I miss him.
Friday my dad and I headed to Cedar Point. We had alot of fun except at night there were alot of bugs and going 60+ on roller coasters don't really mix at all. It was fun got a new stuff animal to go in my room to match my dragon.
Sunday I went to Warped tour which kicked major ass!!!! Even though it was hott as balls and i'm sunburnt like eight colors it's all good. A7X along with Atreyu were amazing and I can't wait to see them in Florida.
Monday and Tuesday I went over to Canada with my Papa(grandpa) to gamble for my first time. It was alot of fun. Everything was basically for free and the suite I stayed in was so nice. I had a living room with refrigerator with a bathroom, then I had a king sized bed in the next room with another bathroom with a jacuzzi tub and seperate shower. It was really nice over there. I hope I get to go back soon.
Now I sit here writing and there really isn't really anything to say. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
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Wow first time in awhile i'm updating. I haven't been around a computer much and when I am i'm usually at Kevin's.
So official I have moved into my new h ouse in Sebring. It's nice now that it's actually clean. I'm going to miss everyone alot though. Just can't call anyone and go hang out. I have to find friend's up there!
Charity, James(her b/f), Kevin, and me all went up there for a nice long weekend away and we went fioshing most of the time. Charity and me outfished our boyfriend's, well atleast mine caught a fish. HEHE!!!! But yeah we went out on a lake with more than 2,000 gators on it and i couldn't go swimming. WHICH SUCKED ASS cuz it was hott as hell! Kevin also got me a pole and a reel to fish with which is good because I needed one.
Alright last night Kevin came to pick me up because we had to leave at 3 for the airport and when we were outside alone I felt something on his finger. I didn't relize it but when he held up his hand he had a ring for me which made me so happy! It's purdy!!
Well i'm done!
<3Rachel |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
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I have only decided to update for the sinple fact that someone left my life. Let me tell you some things now. I told you I would not want to become nothing more than friends more than once in life but yet you still tried. I never meant to hurt you like this but I guess i'm just cold and heartless. I tried not giving you the answer due to I just didn't want to come out and say no. I seriously cared about you alot and I wanted nothing more than to be your friend but now I guess I lost it and FAREWELL PHOENIX!!!! |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|03:39 am] |
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I was happy to tell you something and you just go off. I don't know what to do anymore? Should I just drift slowly away from you so in the long run both of us don't get hurt? I don't know what more I can do to be a friend to you. I try telling you things "SINCE WE ARE BEST FRIENDS" and then when I do you freak out. I'll just keep to myself and/or just not talk about things to you anymore. I understand you not wanting me to get hurt but I feel that this person won't do this and he's not like all the other's even though i have said this before. I truely mean it this time. But I guess that doesn't matter in the long run and to that note........ i'm done here for tonight. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|11:44 am] |
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Well i've been busy working and trying to have a social life so I haven't had much time to write. I'm sorry for those of you who actually try and read my journal. Let's recap the past month......
Went to Ren fest alot thanks to Matt. We had alot of fun just hanging out and being ourselves. Jenn went alot as well the last two times and it was fun hanging out with my best friend.
Been to a few shows which were amazing and oh so much fun.
Work has been going well. I'm starting to get the hang of it yet there is so much to do. I'm there alot so come pop in and say hi.
HOLY SHIT!!!!! You all know that crash that happened to the family of three and the guy who ran into them. I was coming back from the mall rushing so that i could get back for someone to pick me up and then my mom wanted me to go bak out but I didn't want to so I told here no. I could have witnessed it or even been involved if I hadn't said no. But on the way to a friend's house we saw what had happened. It seriously horrified me. Makes you charish your life and your friend's as well. It's just sad because someone lost family. I saw them covering the body of the man who is claimed to do it on purpose. Just the wrechage seing it made me tear up?
Love life isn't all that exciting, there is interest but I don't know what will happen. Hopyfully something will blossom.
But thats about it ya'll....... |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|12:05 am] |
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Hey ya'll....
Let me fill you in on what has happened the past few days. This weekend was amazing!! Saturday was the most awesomeous day I have had in awhile. Matt along with Amanda helped my get the most beautiful dress I have ever owned! It's a corset dress with dragons and roses on it and Amanda got one too. But a different color and pattern! But we look so hott in them! As soon as I figure out how to put pics on here, i'll do it. For the mean time they are on MYSPACE! It was a free day at Renfest! I looked like a princess which I am not!
Today I was lazy. I was going to get up sooner then I just fell asleep. Jenn called and I didn't have much time to get ready to go out. We went up to West palm beach so that she could get her tongue peirced! Then we met up with a few people then came home. Now here I sit!
I love my dress and i'm going to wear it alot. I will wear it anywhere but I don't think to play pool MATT!!!! Oh yeah No more drano talks!!!! Please for the sake of us all No more Amanda or Chris or Matt..... hahahaha!!!! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
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I forgot to add that Chance and I are no longer together. Things got rocky in the last few weeks and we never had time to see each other so it's for the better I guess even though I hate being alone! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|12:21 pm] |
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I've just been too lazy to write and I have had a very interest past few weeks. Let's see where should I start.
I got my licenses finally and I just passed the test too. I got -27 and if I would have messed up once more I wouldn't have gotten it. I was able to drive my car for a whole like five days then it broke down when Jenn and I were hanging out! That shit sucked big time! I had to get it towed and go back to work with my mom.
I have a job now!!! I am going to start working at the Clarie's in Oasis. I am excited to work, i'm just nervous. eepppp.....
The past few weeks Jenn, Matt and me have been hanging out all the time. It's fun!! We went to Boomer's on Sunday and we got over 12,000 tickets and walked out with a garbage bag of stuff and 324 bouncy balls!!! The lady didn't even count them, she just dumbed them in a bag which was funnier than hell.
I have to go find clothes now for work and read some more paperwork, FUN! |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|02:59 am] |
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My birthday present from Matt is the shit!!!! How cool......eeerrrrrrr..... AAhhhhhh.... I love them! |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|02:49 am] |
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Today was fun, oh so much fun.
Stayed out til 4:30 last night. Went to the movies and saw Hide and seek. Then went to the beach for about two hours and talked and froze my butt off. Went to Waffle house after that and then home.
Today was good. I woke up around 12:30 and got ready to leave because Matt was on his way. He picked me up and we went to pick up Jenn. After getting her we went to Jamie Wynkoop house. Hung out with here for awhile and got my birthday present from Matt! It's 0g PLUGS WITH NAUTICAL STARS ON THEM AND THEY ARE BLUE AND PYRAX!!!! HOLY SHIT THE BEST EVER!!!!!! But yeah after that we headed to the mall for a bit and a bite. Left there and off to Boomers.
We went on the brand new go-karts and then over to play ticket games. WE GOT OVER 5,000 TICKETS! WHAT IS WRONG WITH US. HOW COOL IS THAT! Those things are fast and I think Matt and I will be going alot more!!! WOOP WOOP! But yeah drove Jenn home because she had to be home by 11 but she was late because we kept on jamming the ticket machine. We went back and drove the go-karts til they were closed and then I drove home and now here I sit about to go to bed. Night Ya'll!!!! |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|10:55 pm] |
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Today was a good day. It was my birthday and it went well.
I cleaned the house when i woke up til just about when my mom got home to make dinner. YUMMY!!! Chance cooked the steaks and my mom made the lobster tail. Wow I stuffed my face with alot of food. HAHA.... Like I always do.
We rented movies and watched Dawn of the Dead. I will probably watch the othhers tomorrow or something.
So my birthday went nicely and Chance got me a really nice necklace. I love it!!!! It's so pretty hehe. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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I don't like feeling like this. I don't have a good friend to vent to and it sucks. I mean there is always this one person in the back of my mind but I don't want them to know what i'm really thinking. Being sick is really starting to get to me. I'm all druged up and i'm not eating very well. Food doesn't taste right and eerrr....... this totally sucks ass!!!!! |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
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Something seems to be missing from my life right now and I can't quiet name or say what it is. I wish it would just go away. I have been distant in talking with people lastly, I haven't been really happy either. Only few things can put a smile on my face anymore. Things that use to amuse me don't anymore. I need to get out of this feeling, I don't like it at all. Hopefully my birthday will cheer me up. It's only a week away. Just want it to stop hurting!!! |
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[Jan. 20th, 2005|11:27 pm] |
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I never seem to update anything much, just mess around is more like it. My life isn't that exciting. I do the same things everyday almost besides sometimes I go to my boyfriend's house. I even know when things are on t.v. I'm like my own t.v guide!
I mowed the grass today which was the most pointless thing I have ever, ever done!!! I got lost in my front yard just trying to figure out where I had mowed. WTF?!?!?!
I went to Chance's tonight which was nice. I like lieing with him and just cuddling...hehe. He is going out to camp this weekend SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO HANG OUT I DON'T HAVE PLANS!!!!
I might try and go to Emery this weekend but I don't know yet. I will need to find a way to get in and a way home. If anyone is going, tell me. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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LEAVE AN ANONYMOUS COMMENT WITH:
1 secret
1 critique
1 compliment
1 love note
lyrics to a song
how old you are
how long we've been friends
& a hint to who you are
Let's see what people say.... |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|02:28 pm] |
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Yet again I got up this morning and went to the doctor's. I think i'm starting to get use to needles even though I can't look at them I don't cry anymore, maybe a tear or two will drop but that's it. I'm prowd of myself for that!! hehe But yeah they shot me with this liquid that goes through your body really fast and then they can take x-rays of your kidneys and bladder. I don't know what the point of this test was bu I guess their just making sure they work right. I could have saved myself money by just telling them I pee right but they just want money lol. My arms are starting to look like I do heroine or something:/ I hope they figure out what's going on soon, this not working stuff and no school is starting to get old. I can't lie around the house all day. bleh bleh bleh.....
I rented some movies.....The Village(excellent movie), Without a paddle(funny movie) and my mom grabbed Open water which the lady next to us said it was good but who knows(sounds like a wannabe JAWS). haha So Chance will hopefully come over tonight and watch movie's with me but if not guess i'm stuck doing it with the family LUCKY ME!!!! woohoo(note sarcasuim) But i'm tired from cleaning so i'm going to lie down. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|07:17 pm] |
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I went to see White Noise last night. Wow that was a mistake. Basically every seat was full and yeah. Everyone was talking throughout and wouldn't shut the fuck up so let's just say it wasn't the most enjoyable movie. I got to drive which was a plus, i'm hoping I will get to do more soon.
Chance has been gone up hunting so haven't talked to him much. Hopefully I have a nice conversation with him tonight. I talked to him til the movie started last night.
My birthday is in less than a month. Not that excited for it because it seems I don't have that great of birthday's and I hate it. Last year's was nice but I didn't hang with my friend's which I really wanna do for my birthday but that never seems to work out. Maybe I could have a good one this year, haha that would be a miracle.
I've been feeling bad lately but I don't know why. I think it might have to do with all this doctor stuff I have been going through. I don't know but doctor's suck. I going to have to all these tests done, WTF?!?!?! BLEH!!! |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
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I feel like something is missing right now in my life but I can't exactly find what it is. I have been feeling like this for a little while now. Everything I seem to do doesn't help. When i'm with friend's no one even knows something is wrong with me because I don't want them to conser themselves with it. I wish sometimes things were different in my life but things never seem to change. I want to do certain things with my life but the only one's who seem to be there are a select few of friend's and I mean a select few. I hope to be out of this feeling soon but it seems to be ongoing. Friends seem to be getting few and few like they are disappearing. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|05:31 pm] |
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Hey ya'll long time no write in here huh? Anyways.... Most of my time was filled with looking for a few things for people for Christmas.
My friend Matt and I hung out for two days straight. We went to the mall, went to get my phone fixed yet again and then let me drive a little bit. We went to Boomers too because we had go-kart tickets left over from last month so we rode them.
Thursday I went to with Chance to his airboat camp and went froggin' at night and spent the night out there. It was awesome being able to spend time with him before I left. Hopefully he comes over for New years eve.
I got some nice things for Christmas. Mostly money because my family has given up on trying to figure out what I like and don't like. Got gift certificates for Hot topic too. My mom got me some clothes and a few little things.
That's about it. I'm going to go shopping tomorrow so i'm going to get some rest because the mall i'm going to is bigger than SAWGRASS WTF?!?!?! bubyes everyone and MERRY CHRISTMAS |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
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Nothing really exciting has been going on. My phone went to get fixed out of state so now I have this gay loaner phone for right now. I hope I get my phone back soon, I miss it. Atleast I have one that works though so i'm dealing.
Hung out with my man yesterday. He had a firer going in the back yard when I arrived and then we went in and watched movies. It was fun.
What the hell? This is south florida why is it so fucking cold?!?!?!?
My life isn't exciting so i'm done! |
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